Happy
New Year,
Well,
nice to connect with you again on my beloved blog. I want to say thank you very
much for everyone who have opened, joined,
supported and even commented directly to me without posted it on my
blog, that was such a great help. Okay, I know perhaps you feel confused what I
am talking right now. I know thanks giving have finished for about a month ago,
and then I also do not want to tell you about thanks giving anymore this time.
Moreover, I just want to share my feelings during 2013 and what will I plan to
be grabbed on 2014. Well, could you guess what is in my mind right now? Okay, I
know you could almost arrange the puzzle of my mind well, and I will feel
willing to help you find the answer. Today we know that we had passed 2013 and
we have been opened the fresh paper on 2014. When we talk about it, of course
we will absolutely remember about New Year party perhaps, fireworks, the
condition of midnight in the city, everyone shouted and liked countdown the
time together. Although, actually the most important thing that we always face
during that period is we always remember about two words that actually become
the main key of this event and they could not separate each other. What are
they? Absolutely, they are Reflection and Resolution. By the way, have you been
realized and evaluated about the adventure of your life during 2013? Or perhaps
you have done it, and even you are already prepared about the next journey of
your life during 2014. Then, it sounds good if you do that. Then, so do you during
my first class of English on 8th January 2014, I have determined my
own journey to make my adventure be more exciting by plans, or sometimes I
would look backward for awhile as the remainder of my life. Although, we have
to be focused on forward and don’t be trapped on your past, because life always
moves fast. As a result, don’t be late to grab them tightly. Here they are my hands of reflections and resolutions that I had made during English class.
picture 1. My left hand of Reflection on 2013
picture 2. My right hand of resolution on 2014
What
is in my mind during 2013? I think 2013 is the best year ever in my life. I
could say that because during this beautiful year I had met many successful
people with their special ability such as they are perfect for calculations
subjects, or person who really expert for helping others by giving such a
suggestions, the person who could keep her best friends. Those could really
motivate me to be more powerful again like them to achieve my goal. During this
year, I felt I began to find everything as the second construction of my life. I had
found my best friends, Wahyu, Melissa. I could get the chance to follow many
competitions although the stream sometimes did not support us to be the first
in every competition. At least, I would
really be happy to enrich my experience with my team that really supported me
towards that competition. Hopefully, next time I could do best for those
competitions. Then, my life during this year was like a wave, it showed that it
was not flat by all beautiful moments filling up my days. Here, I also had felt
confused about my high school life that the materials really seemed too
difficult for me, that was why I rather
be late from others because I must understood it well on my mind step by step
not as fast as my brilliant friends here.
Sometimes, I felt stress about them but God always with me by my family,
my best friends who always helped me whatever my conditions so that I did not
fall down very deep to the sadness. Although, in this year, I had felt the
saddest moment that the fact my most favourite teacher who taught me since I
was in third grade of Elementary school until I had finished my studied until
third grade of Junior High School had passed away on April, 2013. He taught
Mathematics, he was the one who had changed my mind if Mathematics was fun and
interesting. He was the one who became the simplest teacher, person, and also
father in his family. Even, he always cared with all of his students with his
different way. I would say thank you very much for Mr. Hendro and family who
always cares me. I never, never, never give up, Sir. I hope you could get the
better place there. God will absolutely save you. Furthermore, during this
year, I had felt sadness, happiness, gratefulness that combined well in my
previous journey of life. It would be written on my note of life so that I
thought I would never forget this time. Then, I would close it by simple way
with the beautiful moments with everyone that I loved as the covers. I love
you.
picture 3. My beloved mother, my older sister, and I took photo in Batu vacation on 5th April 2013
picture 4. My beloved family Shark took photo before doing trip in Cuban Rondo Waterfall on 2013
picture 5. My beloved friends and family in Ganool Njepat that had lunch together on 2013
By
the time, I also have just determined my resolution on 2014. I give my first
note of this adventure by title Next Steps for Habiba’s Life. Here, I really
want to improve myself to be more powerful girl to face my day. It means that I
would decrease sadness, unfocused, stress, and bad mood then transform it to be
smile, positive thinking, and more grateful person from what God has already
given to me. I wish I could fly highly like others with my own goal of life. My
goal of life is just simple. I just want to do something that can give benefits
for me and all people around me. I wish I could enjoy my activities with all of
people. I can be accepted in my environment, I could see them smile because of
what I do. Then, I wish I could see I could be the best students in school,
having many good friends that support each others, lovely family that always
support me through their invisible army, the praying, so it could make me
strong enough to stand well here. Then, I wish during 2014, I could make all of
my aims will come true and God always guide me to do them in the right way.
Amen. I want to say thank you for everyone that I have met or perhaps the one
who will meet me during this year. Let’s we decorate our own adventure of life.
Let’s grab our wings, do not be shy! Just trust to ourselves that we can do
that. Then, wish us luck! Amen. Keep Spirit!
picture 6. My keep spirit sign.
picture 7. My lovely classmate's reflections on 2013
picture 8. My lovely classmate's resolutions on 2014, wish us luck!
